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It was a few years ago when I had my first gay experience. I have known that I'm bisexual from an early age, but I have never come out. I have always loved women but I have always secretly fantasized about being with another guy. I would always just settle for beating off to gay or bi porn on the Internet. That is, until one particular night two years ago.

My wife worked nights on the weekends at the time and I had the same routine every weekend. She would leave for work around six pm, while I would have a few drinks and spend the rest of the night on the computer. Watching porn would lead to me wearing my wife's panties and fucking myself with a plethora of dildos. I would get creative with my fantasies; wearing different lingerie, video taping myself in various scenes in different rooms of the house. After a while I was pretty good at acting, directing and producing my own solo porn (for my own collection).

After months and years of the same routine, the porn, lingerie, and dildos weren't enough. Each time my curiosity and hunger for another man's body grew to new levels. I was insatiable. I began wandering around on certain lists sites on the internet for singles. I would read the mfm ads and imagine answering them or posting an ad of my own. It took a while but I eventually worked up the courage to post my own ad. I must admit, I was scared and I ended up being a cock tease. I received many replies and I was overwhelmed with excitement and the possibilities of finally getting my hands on and mouth around a nice hard cock.

The next week, it was all I could think about. I regretted not following through with the ad and not meeting any of guys who replied. I was determined to go all the way the next chance I got. The next weekend, it was the same routine. My wife left, I had a few drinks and I got on the computer. Only this time I wasn't teasing anyone. I placed my ad on line and waited. A few minutes passed and I received the first of the replies. I went through maybe a dozen replies, had a few conversations before I settled on one man.

He was older than me; he was in his 40's while I was in my 20's. He was from out of town which was a huge plus for me since I'm married. He was staying in a local hotel and was here on business. He was dark haired and had a beard but most importantly he had a huge cock. We agreed to speak on the phone to get the location. I couldn't believe I was actually calling a man to meet him for sex. The taboo aspect of this only heightened my intense desire for his body. He gave me his room # and I was off. I couldn't wait.

When I got to the hotel after what seemed like an eternity the reality sank in. I was going to get fucked by another man. I was as determined as ever and hornier than I have ever been in my life. I went up to the room and held my breath as I knocked. He answered the door and we exchanged an awkward hello. I told him that this was my first time but had wanted it for a long time. We had discussed our interest in our e-mails but I had no idea what I was into, I just knew I wanted to suck his cock and wanted it in my ass. He asked me if I was into spanking. I told him as long as it didn't leave any marks for my wife to find. I had no clue what it would lead to.

He sat down in the chair and pulled me to him by the arm. He had me lay across his knee so that my head was down and my ass was up. He pulled my shorts down so that my ass was exposed to him and rubbed softly then gave me a sharp slap on my left cheek. He asked me if I liked it. I mumbled softly, "Oh ya". He immediately gave me another more firm smack on the ass and said "That's yes sir." I almost came there on his lap but mustered up the clarity to obey him. I said "Yes, sir." There it was; I was submissive and I loved it.

I was big enough and enough of a man to take full control of the situation at any time, but the idea of giving him control made me dizzy. After a few more open-handed slaps on the ass, I dropped off of his lap to my knees and asked his permission to suck his cock. I had my shorts around my ankles and he was still fully clothed. With me there on my knees in front of him, he obliged my request and stood up and allowed me to pull his pants down. I had his semi-erect cock right in front of my face. I flashed back to all the times I had fantasized about this with my wife's dildo suction-cupped to the shower wall and me on my knees in front of it. I couldn't believe this was actually happening.

I sucked his cock for several minutes keeping my eyes open, savoring every moment. It was nothing like sucking my wife's dildo. His cock was warm and grew in my mouth as I sucked. He complimented me that for my first time I was a pretty good little cock sucker. He pulled his hard cock out of my mouth as he reached down and pulled my shirt over my head. I hadn't noticed until then that he had taken his shirt off too. Still sitting in the chair, he put his hands around my ass and pulled me toward him as he squeezed my cheeks. I kicked my pants from around my ankles and strattled him on his lap.

He pulled my face toward his, I hadn't even thought about kissing or if I wanted to. I was reluctant at first but then I got into it. At this point I lost it. I was drunk with lust and I wanted to give myself to him however he wanted me. With both of us naked he stood up and pushed me on the bed. His forcefulness only made me want it more. He climbed over top of me and I pulled his face toward mine. After kissing for a minute and fondling his stiff cock I told him how badly I wanted him inside me. He told me to roll over as he reached for a condom. I did as he told as he rolled the condom down over his huge prick.

I lied there with my legs spread and my ass up like a woman would waiting for him. He dripped some lube on my ass and pressed his cock against my hole. He leaned over me reaching under my chest and up to my face with one had pushing my chin to turn my face towards him. He softly spoke into my ear and asked, "Whose ass is this?" I couldn't handle it anymore. I plunged my asshole back onto his dick while moaning, "It's yours."

He thrust into me as I leaned back into him. He pulled my hips as he plunged his cock deep inside my ass. He kissed and licked my back and shoulders as he humped my tight hole. I flashed back to all the times I had my wife's dildos in my ass and thought how much better his cock felt. He started to reach around with his other hand and put it around my hard cock and began stroking. I told him that he'd better quit or I was going to cum, to which he replied, "No, because I'm gonna cum too." This was it, I clinched my asshole, my eyes rolled back, I reached back and pulled his mouth to mine and got ready to cum. To my surprise and momentary disappointment he pulled out.

When he pushed back in, I realized he had pulled the condom off. As he pushed back inside, I was euphoric when I felt his warm jets of cum deep in my ass. With his hand around my cock and our mouths pressed together, tongues flicking, I squirted all over the bed. It was the best orgasm I had ever had. I fell to my back and pulled him close kissing him as I felt his cum oozing out of my ass. We rolled over putting me on top of him. I slowly worked my way down to his cock and slowly cleaned the cum off of it.

We both washed up, got dressed and parted ways. I still think about my first time and how my ass is still his.